My life is a series of wild events, twists and turns that bewilder me and come from nowhere. They aren’t always bad. But Jupiter went direct after going retrograde for some time, and I woke up to my bank account being overdrawn… Payday isn’t until Friday, and every day until then, I will be racking up those overdraft fees. So much for gaining that overtime at work.
Que panic attack.
Time to breathe. Put things in perspective. It’s money. I’ll still be able to pay my rent at the end of the month. Yeah, so I won’t be able to get tires on my car right this second, but eventually.
The Solar eclipse is tomorrow, in Cancer. It opposes Pluto in Capricorn. Pretty deep stuff, I presume a lot of deep healing is needed as a lot of buried trauma may surface for a lot of people. Myself included. I swear being an empath, I feel all of this shit before it actually occurs.
So much is happening inside of me. So much rawness and pain is coming to the surface but there is beauty in it. I’m given the opportunity to alleviate it if I chose to do so. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t. It’s because there is comfort in staying stuck and fear of the unknown.
Stay tuned for Part Two: When Shit Hits The Fan.